I see your thinking remains challenged. Next time? When exactly is the next time?

One of the easiest traps to fall in as a challenged thinker is to project out in the future and then realize those concerns, and act them out. There is a place for this type of behavior, it's called a think tank.  This is where you examine all the probabilities and put %'s on them.

The end result, or the final thought on such a pattern, is death, which we all know is certain, 100% probable.

The thinking goes like this, We are all going to die, so what's the point of anything.