I share some of your experience with this. I had an epiphany once I'd gathered enough info, like you, and decided to make a serious investment. I spent some time in the red, but continued to accumulate and average down. I'm now way into the green, but this is not even the tip of the iceberg.

If you're in that deep, you're definitely going to find yourself very wealthy, and most likely it'll happen so fast that you won't even be sure what to do about it at first! I would suggest that once you know you'll never have to worry about lack of coin again, EVER, just pour some top shelf vodka (I suggest trying some NUE Vodka) into some Rocky Mountain High of your choice, then put your feet up and relax like you never thought possible!!!!

Sometimes ya gotta walk across some hot coals before you make it to the pool with the swim up bar! lol