I'm hesitant to take any medication as well, but it has helped in this case. What's better? To languish in depression or get some chemical assistance to the brain that lets you get your life back? You can always do so with a plan to gradually reduce the dosage and wean yourself off the drug at some future date.

Perhaps looking at the share price or this board only on the weekend would help too. It certainly can't be helping your recovery to spend so much time here and focusing on the share price.