Thank You I hope the best for all of us. I'm 53 with a 21/2 old boy and now a one week old boy. we sound similar in ways besides age wife. I have did the same by laying it on the line. I believe in the future in mmj just hope we picked the right horse. Something about FITX I really liked. I* couldn't touch my 401k but you might say used profit from a house sale, a little borrowed money living on the edge for now. I would survive if this failed but boy would it take a few years to get that back. But I risked in the housing market then it crashed, lost half my pension now from the corrupt corporation I work for,lol,but life goes on. So I thought I will give one more crazy shot in life with this company the whole world movement for the future. Fingers crossed God Bless you your wife. Thank You for your post. I will hang in there. No choice but to risk try to get back money lost ahead in this crazy world. (: