So do we ever get to see private information? lol

Your purposeful disregard for others who have had no apparent wrong doing as well as no infractions and have proven to sufficient a degree that they are shareholders who care about this company is just as offensive, bullshit filled, elitest and full of disregard as the people hating the company. I would say the difference is they get paid for it but you're getting paid for it too. The difference is, you're getting paid by keeping the secrets from the rest of the would be supportive population that could buy the shares you might want based on the information you might know. I understand your concerns and i guess i see your point of view but that doesn't make it any less damaging