i 100% think along those lines and the way im here is such a random set of circumstances no one would never even believe it if i told it!!. I would never in a million years sink a large chunk of cash into something so random that i knew nothing (penny stock). (although i do have experience with media/tv/entertainment/marketing/advertising and know how fast this stuff moves and how much money is in it) And this may sound nuts but watching my money go up and down like this everyday contributes to the development of faith and acceptance and a higher means of how I attach myself to money. This crazy stuff forces you to develope faith which for me i can take to other areas of my life. Maybe its foolish to learn it playing with large money that i guess could be lost but something keeps telling me to stick with it and I am hear for a reason. I cant wait to tell the story how I got here one day. I was estatic when I read your post cause thats what keeps me going through all this non sense, thx so much and have a blessed day.

Amen!