What you are describing is know as addiction. Try balance. Step away. If you believe in the company then what the hell are you doing spending every waking moment here? There are alot of good folks that are addicted to this message board. Life passes them by while they sit in there own little world. Isolated from the joys of life. Just sayin'. And by the way, not one person here has ever answered my question. The biggest question of all. They have overlooked it. Dismissed it. Blinded by whatever. The most important huckin' question you could ask has been overlooked. And not one of you will dare to answer. Every time I ask it is deleted. The most important question is deleted.